A pile of sticks

So a lot of things I discovered about myself. Some that I was suspicious about and others that I wish I never discovered

First thing is first. I have tried multiple times to go out with a girl. One they don't work out. Two they don't work out cuz I just don't be feeling the same. I really don't feel like that little butterfly feeling when I am around them. They don't brighten my day when I see them. So I think that I am most likely gay.

My family is probably gonna flip when they see this but IDC. We love who we love. And right now I love a man. I will not hide who I am any longer. Just because my family doesn't like or approve of gay men like that.

Another thing that I discovered is that actually that is the only thing I discovered today.

I am gay and proud. Do I wish to have kids in the future yes but doesn't mean that can't still happen. Am I afraid of what can come out of this no. I can handle my shit. Who ever got something to say pop. I feel like I am 100% me now. Now the word Faggot is going to make me even more mad. I am comfortable with myself now and the way I act.

My life made a 180 for the better and this was the last step to me being happy. literally lmaooo.

5/5/11 I love you Tababwaba.... and NO I am not gonna give his name out.